{"product_id":"alone-but-was-i-even-in-the-dark-he-knew-where-i-was","title":"Alone...But was I?: Even in the dark, He knew where I was.","description":"What do you do when you have done everything right and life has still beaten you to the ground?\n\nCalvin Lawson knows that feeling from the inside. Raised in a home of violence and abuse, silenced by fear, and pushed to the edge of ending his own life — Calvin is not writing from theory. He is writing from survival.\n\nHe is a paramedic who has spent a decade sitting with people in their worst moments. He is a licensed minister who has been preaching for over twenty years. And he is a man who once sat on the edge of a bed in the dark, with a gun in his hand, convinced the world would be better without him.\n\nHe was wrong. And so are you.\n\nAlone... But Was I? is not a self-help book. It is not a sermon. It is one man's raw and honest testimony that no matter how dark the room gets, how long the silence lasts, or how close you are to the edge — it gets better. And the God you think has forgotten you has been present in your darkness the entire time.\n\nThis book was written for the person who has stopped telling people how bad it really is. For the one who shows up, goes through the motions, wears the mask, and goes home to a silence nobody knows about. For anyone who has ever screamed at God, felt invisible in a crowd, or made peace with not seeing morning.\n\nYou are not as alone as you think.\n\nFor anyone who has ever wanted to quit — this book was written for you.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: B0H1LDJ55Y\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.B0H1LDJ55Y.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Lawson, Calvin\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact  including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43649936883773,"sku":"BVV.B0H1LDJ55Y.G","price":11.9,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/B0H1LDJ55Y-0.jpg?v=1789853829","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/alone-but-was-i-even-in-the-dark-he-knew-where-i-was","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}