{"product_id":"awakening-the-context-doesnt-change-the-call-1","title":"Awakening: The Context Doesn't Change The Call","description":"Did I mess this up?\nWas I ever truly called to this?\nThose were the questions that haunted me when everything I built my faith on started to fall apart.\n\nI had the title.\nI had the responsibility.\nI had the answers everyone expected me to have.\n\nBut behind the scenes, I was wrestling with doubt, pressure, and a growing disconnect I didn’t know how to explain.\n\nUntil I couldn’t ignore it anymore.\n\nAwakening is a raw and honest journey through what happens when faith stops feeling certain—and the life you built around it begins to unravel. From preaching while internally questioning, to walking through anger, guilt, and ultimately closing the doors of the church I pastored, this is not a story about losing God.\n\nIt’s about finding Him in a way I never had before.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: B0H7Q5577D\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.B0H7Q5577D.VG\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Very Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Acosta Sr., De-Ira J.\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: Book has little sign of wear or use  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43608384536637,"sku":"BVV.B0H7Q5577D.VG","price":11.76,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/B0H7Q5577D-0_59d20a7e-8002-413e-909b-fd2008a78c11.jpg?v=1789163533","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/awakening-the-context-doesnt-change-the-call-1","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}