{"product_id":"from-pain-to-purpose-finding-meaning-in-the-mess","title":"From Pain to Purpose: Finding Meaning in the Mess","description":"To Erin Washington, soccer was everything. As a high school stand-out who had played since she was four years old, soccer became the prime focus of her obsessive-natured personality.\n\nAfter losing her identity as an athlete when her college career ended abruptly, Erin spent the next twenty years battling body image and hiding a dangerous secret.\n\n“Squats and Margaritas” is a gripping, raw depiction of what it’s like to live with an eating disorder.\n\nErin reveals how after years of abusing her body and fighting the insecurities that come with dating a professional athlete, she finally committed to living a healthier lifestyle.\n\nAt the age of 37, after having two kids, Erin discovered a life of balance and finally uncovered her best physical body.\n\nNever skip a workout …or a cocktail. It’s just balance.\n\nThe first edition of this book was published once Erin achieved her physical ideal, but there’s more to life than a physical appearance. There's more to Erin's story-more growth to be uncovered.\n\nShortly after the first edition of this book was published, the world shut down during a global pandemic. The second half of this book shares the spiritual transformation and personal growth journey that followed and what it inspired Erin to do with her life.\n\nIt's not too late. You're not too old. You can find purpose.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: B0C2RPGY5Q\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.B0C2RPGY5Q.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Washington, Erin\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact  including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43331247702077,"sku":"BVV.B0C2RPGY5Q.G","price":9.38,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/B0C2RPGY5Q-0.jpg?v=1783542535","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/from-pain-to-purpose-finding-meaning-in-the-mess","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}