{"product_id":"grateful-guilt-living-in-the-shadow-of-my-heart","title":"Grateful Guilt: Living in the Shadow of My Heart","description":"They've been cutting into Steven Taibbi since the day he was born, and they still haven't stopped. According to the doctors, Steven should have died years ago, and several times since. Born April 26, 1953, he was cyanotic--doctor-speak for what was commonly called blue baby, meaning his heart wasn't pumping efficiently enough to properly oxygenate his blood. As if that wasn't enough, he was also born with three birth defects, requiring three operations. There would be more operations to come--many more. Over time, he needed not one, but two heart transplants, feeling immensely grateful while struggling with survivor's guilt.\nGrateful Guilt: Living in the Shadow of My Heart is Steven's story of determination, one he feels would benefit others who face serious challenges. He also carries guilt for the way his illness affected the family dynamic.\nWithout self-pity but with lots of humor, Steven shares his journey, one filled with physical and emotional pain, yet comes out fulfilling many of his aspirations he dared to believe could happen, even while hooked up to wires and machines challenging such thoughts.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: 0578473399\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.0578473399.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Taibbi, Steven G\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact  including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43719625900093,"sku":"BVV.0578473399.G","price":15.34,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/0578473399-0.jpg?v=1790375723","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/grateful-guilt-living-in-the-shadow-of-my-heart","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}