{"product_id":"i-can-and-i-will-win-how-i-found-myself-in-an-abusive-relationship-and-my-year-and-a-half-journey-out","title":"I Can And I Will Win: How I Found Myself In An Abusive Relationship, And My Year And A Half Journey Out","description":"I Can And I Will Win: How I Found Myself In An Abusive Relationship, And My Year And A Half Journey Out\nThis book is the story of my life—told honestly, imperfectly, and without excuses.\nIn I Can And I Will Win, Cutter Weisberg chronicles his lifelong struggles with anxiety, low self-esteem, and the patterns that quietly shaped his relationships long before he recognized them. From early emotional wounds to a series of unhealthy relationships, this book explores how unresolved fear, self-doubt, and a need for validation can slowly guide someone toward situations they never imagined for themselves.\nThe story builds toward the emotionally abusive relationship that became a turning point. Weisberg details how it began, how it escalated, and how difficult it was to see clearly while living inside it. The abuse was not obvious at first—it was subtle, confusing, and deeply entangled with hope, attachment, and fear. What followed was a year and a half–long internal and external battle to leave, heal, and reclaim a sense of self.\nAt the heart of this book is the author’s journal—written in real time during the struggle to get out. These entries capture the push and pull of abusive dynamics: moments of clarity followed by doubt, resolve followed by relapse, and the constant tension between knowing what is right and feeling unable to act. The journal becomes both a lifeline and a mirror, helping the author track patterns, confront denial, and ultimately choose himself.\nAlong the way, the book confronts addiction in its many forms—emotional dependency, familiarity, and the comfort of what is known, even when it is harmful. Weisberg reflects on how anxiety and low self-worth can make chaos feel normal, and how leaving bad situations often feels more terrifying than staying in them.\nThis is not a story about blame. The author takes full accountability for his choices, blind spots, and healing. It is a story about sitting with discomfort, rebuilding self-trust, and breaking cycles that once felt inescapable.\nI Can And I Will Win is for anyone who has struggled with anxiety, questioned their worth, stayed too long, or fought the internal battle of leaving something they knew was wrong. It is a story of pain, awareness, and resilience—and the decision to finally choose a different life.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: B0G6Z4NMDZ\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.B0G6Z4NMDZ.A\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Acceptable\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Weisberg, Cutter\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item is very worn but is perfectly usable. Signs of wear can include aesthetic issues such as scratches, dents, worn and creased covers, folded page corners and minor liquid stains. All pages and the cover are intact, but the dust cover may be missing. Pages may include moderate to heavy amount of notes and highlighting, but the text is not obscured or unreadable. Page edges may have foxing  age related spots and browning . May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43280475521085,"sku":"BVV.B0G6Z4NMDZ.A","price":9.59,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/i-can-and-i-will-win-how-i-found-myself-in-an-abusive-relationship-and-my-year-and-a-half-journey-out","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}