{"product_id":"please-stop-trying-to-leave-me-a-novel","title":"Please Stop Trying to Leave Me: A Novel","description":"An \"engrossing, affecting, and singular\" (Publishers Weekly) debut novel about love, family, queerness, and losing your mind in the modern world.\n\nWhile god is sending her signs through Instagram and Spotify demanding she break up with her girlfriend, Norma meets with a new therapist for one reason: she really needs to write again. With only one chapter missing in her manuscript, Norma is desperate to know if she needs to leave her girlfriend in order to write The Last Story. The new therapist diagnoses Norma with Depersonalization\/Derealization Disorder, but Norma isn’t having it. It’s just Oblivion.\n\nHaunted by SSRI side effects and life becoming less hazily fictional by the day, Norma has never felt crazier. Does anyone else see the world’s poorly crafted plotline? Like, who even wrote this story? Norma begins sharing her manuscript with her therapist, hoping to connect the dissociative dots once and for all—or at least enough so that Google ads stop giving her panic attacks. But soon Norma is questioning everything she’s ever believed about life, writing, and love.\n\nAnd then there’s Norma’s girlfriend, the one with a crack of light in her eyes. Could she be Oblivion’s antagonist, the manuscript’s savior? Or is she just a human?\n\nTold alternately through Norma's barely fictional fiction and her crackling stream of consciousness, Please Stop Trying To Leave Me is an honest, comedic, horrifying, and heart-wrenching story about existing in today’s world, challenging all we’ve been taught about the distance between fiction and reality, sanity and insanity, mental illness and healing.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: 0593686780\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.0593686780.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Saab, Alana\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact  including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43333528453181,"sku":"BVV.0593686780.G","price":8.1,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/0593686780-0.jpg?v=1783633410","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/please-stop-trying-to-leave-me-a-novel","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}