{"product_id":"the-courage-to-live","title":"The Courage to Live","description":"“The cart wasn’t a bomb. But it still haunts me.”\nOn October 1st, 2017, Josh Bitsko stood outside a hotel room door on the 32nd floor of the Mandalay Bay in Las Vegas. A suspicious room service cart, wired and placed for maximum damage, stood between him and the gunman responsible for the deadliest mass shooting in U.S. history. It looked like a bomb. Every instinct said run. He didn’t.\nThat moment didn’t just test his tactical training. It rewired everything he believed about fear, courage, and what it means to move forward while everything in him told him to freeze or to run.\nIn The Courage to Live, Retired Police Captain Josh Bitsko shares the untold story of that night and the years of pain, pressure, trauma, and guilt that followed. This book isn’t just about the largest mass shooting in American history. It’s about what happened after. It grapples with the emotional weight first responders silently carry, and how the scariest thing isn’t the gunfire, but the aftermath, when you realize you’ve stopped feeling anything at all.\u003cbr\u003eASIN: 1967575231\u003cbr\u003eVSKU: BVV.1967575231.G\u003cbr\u003eCondition: Good\u003cbr\u003eAuthor\/Artist:Bitsko, Joshua\u003cbr\u003eBinding: Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eNote:\u003c\/b\u003e Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.  \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eCondition Notes\u003c\/b\u003e: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact  including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.  \u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Blue Vase Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43611769798717,"sku":"BVV.1967575231.G","price":17.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0589\/4225\/9261\/files\/1967575231-0.jpg?v=1789247921","url":"https:\/\/www.bluevasebooks.com\/products\/the-courage-to-live","provider":"Blue Vase Books","version":"1.0","type":"link"}