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Growing up Backwards
Growing up Backwards
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What happens when the girl who was taught to stay small finally tells the truth?
Brittany Jenkins grew up in a world where adults acted like children and children were left to navigate chaos alone. By thirteen, she was hearing warnings about sex from the very parent meant to protect her. By fifteen, she was in rehab. By twenty, she owned a house. And by thirty, she was trapped in a marriage that quietly erased her piece by piece.
Breaking the Silence is a raw, riveting memoir about what it means to grow up backwards — raised on addiction, abandonment, silence, and emotional neglect — and how those early wounds shape the partners we choose, the pain we tolerate, and the parts of ourselves we learn to hide.
This is not the story of one big trauma.
It’s the story of a thousand small ones.
The phone he shut off.
The tires he deflated.
The holidays she hosted alone.
The grief he bulldozed.
The woman she disappeared to keep the peace.
And then—
the awakening.
Through sobriety, therapy, self-trust, travel, routine, and a return to her own voice, Brittany rebuilds her life from the inside out. She learns peace for the first time. She reclaims her nervous system. She leaves the marriage. She heals the patterns she inherited. She becomes the woman she needed when she was young.
If you grew up too fast, if you’ve ever loved someone who hurt you, if you’ve carried silence, shame, or survival on your back, this memoir will feel like someone finally speaking the words you’ve kept buried.
This isn’t a story about what happened to her.
It’s a story about what she did with it.
How she turned pain into purpose, chaos into clarity, and silence into truth.
For anyone who has ever wondered, “Is there more for me?”
There is.
And this book shows you exactly how one woman found it.
ASIN: B0GMJJ314W
VSKU: BVV.B0GMJJ314W.G
Condition: Good
Author/Artist:Jenkins, Brittany
Binding: Paperback
Note: Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.
Condition Notes: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.
ASIN: B0GMJJ314W
VSKU: BVV.B0GMJJ314W.G
Condition: Good
Author/Artist:Jenkins, Brittany
Binding: Paperback
Note: Any images shown are stock photographs and product may differ from what is shown.
Condition Notes: The item shows wear from consistent use, but it remains in good condition and works perfectly. All pages and cover are intact including the dust cover, if applicable . Spine may show signs of wear. Pages may include limited notes and highlighting. May NOT include discs, access code or other supplemental materials.
SKU:BVV.B0GMJJ314W.G
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